2021 lav lav lav

 

Dreamiest days are the ones I spent with you.

Blessing wife, I am. 

Thank you God.

Note : Pardon me for the beautiful woman, 

taking a picture in red hahahaa.

I love myself of course.

18 August 2019

Life is made of small moments like this.

Some moments are gold.

With him, one man, a thousand feelings.

And God sending me a man who can kiss my scars, even when the world is too focused on making me wound. I love and respect that man.

And yes, we got a gift again from our dear God.

Waiting until the bump getting big, hehe.

Thank you, for being you beside me.

And thank you for the song you sang "I'm Gonna Be (500 Miles) from Sleeping At Last this dawn, hahhahaaa. 

I peeking through my blanket and said oh well he singing again, hahhahaaa. 

Love you. 

Note : 

...And...

Let's singing

...When I wake up, well I know I'm gonna be

I'm gonna be the who wakes up next to you....

Time is The Essence.

One day, we become busy running 

towards our dreams.

Suddenly, we we're adults.

Finally knew who we we're.

Who we should've had been with.

Don't we just wanna go back in time?

To when things were simple.

Back to the time  when we first met.

What if we found a way to go back?.

We would do things differently.

I've discovered that the clock we have inside us is more important than the clock out there.

It's funny how the universe speaks.

Tell us to hold on to beautiful moments.

Telling us to hold on those moments.

Cherish every moment.

It's like now, when I am leaning on you. 

My husband.

Hello Wonderful August

Hello August.

Sejenak menoleh kebelakang,

Sebelum kaki kembali mengayun ke depan.

2018 - 2019.

Banyak kejutan Tuhan yang luar biasa.

Hadiah mewah yang tidak disangka-sangka,

terus dan terus berdatangan.

Rumah yang hangat,

bersama tawa dan kecupan mesra setiap pagi.

Pelukan disela cerita tentang impian bersama untuk masa depan.

Dan kutipan kalimat dibawah ini, untukmu.

.......

I know it don't matter for you,

what I do.

You'd love me still.

I know it never mattered what I ever do,

You'd never love me less.

You see me from afar before we married.

Thinking, yes I was thinking.

But... You know.

I don't have to try

I don't have to change

I don't have to prove

You said just "be my self"

You just love me

No matter what

It's the truth

And I am thankful.

Love you, as always.

Cooking day.

Cinta itu juga bisa datang dari perut.

Haha.. ya I do believe.

Itulah sebabnya saya masak buat Paksu.

Pilihannya kali ini adalah menu rawon.

Dan, wholaaaa..

This is it rawon by me.

Suami sih bilangnya enak,

Dimakannya pakai peyek kacang.

Cinta itu sangat simpel ternyata.

Masak buat suami,

Melihat dia makannya lahap,

Wah... Itu kebahagiaan tersendiri.

Note : cooking, food plating and take a picture by me. Aww, feel like expert hahaha.

Honestly I am beginner.

Treat You Better by Shawn Mendes.

I won't lie to you

I know he's just not right for you

And you can tell me if I'm off

But I see it on your face

When you say that he's the one that you want

And you're spending all your time

In this wrong situation

And anytime you want it to stop

I know I can treat you better

Than he can

And any girl like you deserves a gentleman

Tell me why are we wasting time

On all your wasted cryin'

When you should be with me instead

I know I can treat you better

Better than he can

I'll stop time for you

The second you say you'd like me to

I just wanna give you the loving that you're missing

Baby, just to wake up with you

Would be everything I need and this could be so different

Tell me what you want to do

'Cause I know I can treat you better

Than he can

And any…

Note : You sang this song many times for me, hehe. 

And I said I do for the ring and now I am your wife. 

P.S. I love you sayang.

Muachhh.

Kamu.

Kebahagianku, kamu.

Cinta murniku, kamu.

Pelukan tulus itu, kamu.

Tanpa tanya ketika mengusap air mataku,

Itu tangan mungilmu.

Menggandeng tanganmu, kebahagiaanku.

Ya, aku bangga memilikimu.

Tuhan terlalu baik,

Tak biarkan kesendirian membunuhku.

Jangan menjadi dewasa terlalu cepat,

tubuh ini masih ingin merasakan

pelukanmu disaat kamu terlelap.


My half soul it's you my lil Angel.

Dini Hari

"Bukankah lebih baik hati ini yang merasa daripada mata ini yang melihat?
Aku benar bukan?

"Cobalah mendengarkan sesuatu yang tidak ingin kau dengar karena semesta tidak akan selamanya memberimu gula untuk kau campur kedalam cangkir kopimu."

"Ini bukan tentang sebanyak apa cerita yang kau ciptakan tapi sebanyak apa rasa yang dapat kau rasa selama perjalanan itu."

Ini hanya tentang iya dan tidak, siap dan tidak siap. Terkadang semesta tidak menerima sesuatu diantaranya.


Note : Poempm

We Need To Accept.

You know,
some of the great things we see
didn't always come from great starts.

Some of us got a group of strong and supportive people
that we love, others got nothing but themselves to prove
that they are worth it.

Some had a clear well-planned goals,
others got to be in the dark for some time
to finally see the silverlining.

So whoever you are,
whatever you do,
change is the only thing we need to accept.

My Angel.

Dan ada begitu banyak cinta didalam sini,
didalam hati saya.
Hanya saja saya selalu berbeda dalam menunjukannya,
menunjukan rasa cinta didalam hati saya.

Dan, saya tahu jika.
Ada hati yang juga mencintai saya
dengan cinta yang murni dan begitu besar.
Memandang saya dengan matanya setiap hari.
Memeluk saya tiba-tiba dan tak terhitung banyaknya.

Dia cinta sejati saya.
Terimakasih Tuhan, telah menjadikan saya sempurna.
Karena hadirnya dia, saya menjadi wanita sempurna dimata dunia.

Dan saya melihat diri saya didalam gerak geriknya.
Saya pun melihat diri saya ketika melihatnya tertawa.
Saya mencintaimu, my lil' Angel.

Just Love This Words

Banyak teori yang membahas

seberapa besar sebenarnya kapasitas otak kita,

tapi tidak ada yang pernah 

membahas kapasitas hati.

Seberapa banyak dan seberapa dalam emosi

yang sebenarnya kuat ditanggung hati kita,

dan seberapa lama,

sampai kita meledak atau menyerah.

-CriticalEleven-

Tersenyum

Tahukah apa yang paling mudah di ingat
oleh orang lain dari kamu?

Senyuman, ya senyuman adalah hal yang paling mudah orang lain ingat dari dirimu.

Senyuman, cukup mudah untuk menutupi kesedihan.
Semua orang tidak menyukai kesedihan.
Karena itu tersenyumlah.
Hanya cukup tersenyum.

Seorang Ibu Pasti Tahu Ini

Hampir tak ada 

ibu yang tidak pernah berbohong kepada anaknya.

Mengaku sehat padahal sedang sakit.

Berkeras kuat, ketika sebenarnya sedang letih.

Meyakinkan semuanya akan baik-baik saja,

sementara didalam hatinya sendiri

khawatir setengah mati.

Tersenyum lebar

walau perasaannya sedang pedih.

-Ikanatassa-

How it Turns

It's funny how it turns between us.

From a stranger to a lover.

we are separated by distance

but somehow it's fate

which bring us to be together.

We are so different,

yet we could be attracted to each other.

Maybe it's been the conspire of the universe

right from the start.

I thank God for you.

Note :

I love you, Apple.

unknown

The most precious gift

you can give to someone

is the gift of your time and attention

''unknown"

Love is an Ability

instead of following the unwritten modern social rule,
which is posting impressive photos and then writing another caption explaining and proving perfection exists in our life through pics on our social media feed,
let's talk about real love.
what is real love?

love, is not a feeling.
Love is an ability.
It's like you love to fly, but you can't.
It takes time to diligently learn and work really hard to be able to do that.

To truly love, you need to learn and go places far out your comfort zone to finally see that the person you love really do feel you love him / her.

Constantly hurting one another is not love,
abusing each other is not love.
Love is not  a feeling.
Love is an abillity that you acquire by opennes,
humility, realization that you can be wrong and that you can change,
acceptance, and consistent efforts and hardwork.

real love should be empowering.
Real love, should be freeing.
Having someone who understands all of this,
is the only thing that I need more than anything.

Note :

Nice words from Marshanda.

I Will Always...

I realize, 

no matter where you are or what you doing or who you with.

I will always honestly, truly, completely love you.

I never wanna hurt you, because it's hurt me too.

I love you so much, Goty.

note : 

Thank you for calls me today.

we get another argue,

but I know there's love growing up up up and up.

between you and me.

hug you tight.

from me, your argue partner.

***listening song "I'll keep you safe" by Sleeping at last

The Fault in Our Stars

“Some people don't understand the promises they're making when they make them," I said.

"Right, of course. But you keep the promise anyway. 

That's what love is. Love is keeping the promise anyway.” 

― John Green, The Fault in Our Stars.

....................................

“There will come a time when all of us are dead. All of us. 

There will come a time when there are no human beings remaining to remember

 that anyone ever existed or that our species ever did anything. 

There will be no one left to remember Aristotle or Cleopatra, let alone you. 

Everything that we did and built and wrote and thought and discovered will be forgotten 

and all of this will have been for naught.

 Maybe that time is coming soon and maybe it is millions of years away,

 but even if we survive the collapse of our sun, we will not survive forever. 

There was time before organisms experienced consciousness, 

and there will be time after. 

And if the inevitability of human oblivion worries you, 

I encourage you to ignore it.

 God knows that’s what everyone else does.” 

― John Green, The Fault in Our Stars

....................................

“You gave me a forever within the numbered days, and I'm grateful.” 
― John Green, The Fault in Our Stars

.................................

“But I believe in true love, you know? 

I don't believe that everybody gets to keep their eyes or not get sick or whatever, 

but everybody should have true love, 

and it should last at least as long as your life does.” 
― John Green, The Fault in Our Stars

....................................

“I'm in love with you,

 and I know that love is just a shout into the void,

 and that oblivion is inevitable, 

and that we're all doomed 

and that there will come a day when all our labor has been returned to dust,

and I know the sun will swallow the only earth we'll ever have, and I am in love with you.” 

― John Green, The Fault in Our Stars

I Love You More Than Myself.

In life...

We can fail to be a wife,

but never fails to be a mother.

every second,

you will be remember everything.

And you will whispering 

you proud of me.

That's enough for me.

I love you, 

more than myself.

Selamat hari Ibu,

untuk seluruh Ibu hebat di dunia.

Mole and destiny.

A mole is destiny in action.
Moles are destiny's little miracles
because no person can predict
where or when a mole will actually appear.


Or even finally end up on their body.
Moles appear to be random.
But if moles are truly random,
how can two different people,
two different stranger,
have a mole in exactly the same spot?
Maybe it's destiny.



You see,
moles and destinies are no different.
If you wait to meet someone with the exact same mole,
it's almost impossible.
That's why we need to write our own destiny.


But,
what you will do, if you can find it?
He will be your destiny?


Note :

Remember our moles?
I have in my left side and you in your right side.
And you said, checked yours.
And you sending me your mole picture.

We are couple in pairs and we have couple moles.


^-^ I love you