Frame of Heart

I got this texts from you
Bangkok - 09 November '16

Oh my goodness...
You know, i don't care how hard being together is, nothing is worse than being apart. But you came to my life and seized my heart. i feel amazing when i spend my time with you. i love you darling.

I may not hold you for real, just now. because our world was set apart. but in our hearts it is way more beyond our expectations

Love, We Found Love.

And I will make sure to keep my distance
Say "I love you" when you are not listening
How long can we keep this up, up, up?

And please don't stand so close to me
I'm having trouble breathing
I'm afraid of what you'll see right now
I'll give you everything I am
All my broken hearts beats
Until I know you'll understand

And I keep waiting
For you to take me
You keep waiting
To save what we have

Make sure to keep my distance
Say "I love you" and when you are not listening
How long can we keep this love, love, love?

.... DISTANCE by Christina Perri ft. Jason Mraz ....


You says
: Let's be happy with what we have.
Because what we have now is God giving.
Hug you tight.

I says
: Yes, let's be happy.
More laugh, more happiness.
Hug you back.


Karena tidak ada yang pernah tahu
ketika jalanmu melintasi jalan lain
yang membuatmu saling menemukan satu sama lain.

Lalu jangan pernah saling menyalahkan
karena yang terbaik adalah tetap berpegangan tangan.
Meskipun mungkin tidak seperti apa yang benar-benar kita inginkan.
Setidaknya jangan pernah saling meninggalkan.
Kecuali kita saling meninggalkan karena Tuhan.

Kau katakan padaku
kau membaca rosario-mu untukku.
Dan disini, hanya aku serta Tuhan yang tahu.
Ketika namamu menjadi kata yang seringkali aku ucapkan
dalam sujud dihadapan Tuhan-ku.

All To Do List I Wanna Do With You

Can I call you you're mine

So can I call you, you're mine now darling

In all we got time

So darling just say 

You'll stay right by my side

.... Be My Forever by Christina Perri ...

All to do list I wanna do with you

***  Kiss you in the morning ( I always did )

*** Talk to you about everything ( Almost everything, everyday )

*** Take pictures ( We love to do it )

*** Forgive you ( Yes I did )

*** Patient with you ( As always be )

*** Send you random sweet text messeges ( Hehehe, I did and you did )

*** Romantic ??? ( Are we? Say yes darling )

*** Keep my promise ( Yes I will )

*** We have pillow fight ( Let's do it Sayang )

*** Hold you tight when you get mad or upset ( Yep )

*** Make you laugh ( Honestly, I love your laugh )

*** Don't judge you ( I never did )

*** Hold your hand in public ( I know we are looking forward )

*** Don't let you walk away ( I will not )

*** Share my food with you ( Hahaha, like take a pic of lunch or dinner )

*** Tell you stupid jokes ( Yes I did and you did a good too )

*** Play with your hair ( I like your hair and you always said mess up hair darling, haha )

*** You are not perfect, but I love you in every ways ( So do I )

*** Romantic side ( You think??? Duck kisses we have )

*** Be your partner in crime ( We did, like dancing in quiet and hide back curtain )

*** Love you for who you are ( Yes, cause I knew you did in unconditionally love )

*** Makes pinky promise ( We did )

*** Cuddle with you ( Oh darling )

*** Sent you good morning and good night text ( We did )

*** Hug you from behind and sit on your lap ( I love you )

And you said :

That's very overwhelming Sayang.

( I love heard you said Sayang )

It's God's will ???

The one of our conversation that's makes me smiling and 

felt warmth.

Man :

"I am just ordinary guy who sometimes make mistake.

Wish I could wrap my arms around you now and say forgive me and 

I love you.

I am sorry if my love for you

is not enough, but I am trying to do my best."

Woman :

"May I ask you?"

Man :

"Yes?"

Woman :

"Just explain, what is love?"

Man :

"It is something that you never imagined to happen

 or to get from. It's has to do something with

what you give. How you show it."

"You feel inside you, than you begin to give so much

care even if it hurt you."

"It's God's will."

"And...what is love to you?"

"You know, an it goes deeper. How much you care,

with the differences you have."

"How far he or she maybe, love still flows."

"When two hearts meet together,

loves moves in strange ways."

Note :

I'm thinkin' bout how

People fall in love in mysterious ways

maybe it's all part of plan

... Thinking Out Loud by Ed Sheeran ...

It's Not Argue

I may not have the softest touch

I may not say the words as much

And thought I may not like too much

I'm yours

-- The Script , I'm Yours --

Argue, yeah every relationship will getting that.

A little argue between us.

I just think wanna keep it for alarming.

Hahaha, what alarming?

I don't know.

I just feels you so close when it.

This is about our early dating

hhhmm... 7 am here... Crazy 

Man :

Please I don't want morning argue.

Women :

Me too.

Man :

I definitely know you if you don't feel like talking.

Women :

I won't talking if just for making an argue

Man :

Fine.

So let's end this and start our day happy.

Women :

I was offering you.

Man :

Ok, let's be happy.

Women :

I am.

Man :

Kiss you and hug you.

Women :

Kiss you and hug you back.

Man :

Thank God we're back.

Women :

I'm here btw, not go anywhere.

Man :

Hhmm...trying to be funny ey.

Women :

I am not.

Man :

Ok, I'll laugh.

w you'Women :

I love you. You know.

Man :

Thank God we're back --> I meant we're back where

we should suppose to be not arguing.

I love you more, you know.

Women :

Hhmm... I know. I am a smart you  know.

Man :

So come here and I'll pulverize your lips.

Yes, I know you're smart.

Hard to argue with a smart woman if you're a smart man.

THE END 

And today all application we're installed.

For making video call. 

Hahahaha.

And...the best part is,

All application not work...Arrgghhh.

I love consume time with you,

making laugh together

and getting crazy together.

I love you my Sayang.

....Untuk Menemukanku.

Disana ada matahari,
yang rotasinya juga menyinari bagianku berpijak,

Disana ada bulan,
yang cahayanya juga menghangatkan malamku.

Lalu dimana perbedaannya?
Apakah karena bermil ribuan jarak ini?

Apakah karena kita menggunakan bahasa yang berbeda?

Kadang aku bersyukur diantara ribuan bahasa yang ada di dunia.
Ada satu bahasa yang bisa kita gunakan untuk membahasakan cinta kita.

Dan kau pernah bilang,
kenapa harus aku diantara puluhan milyar manusia bumi.
Dan tanpa kamu tahu, aku juga menanyakan hal serupa pada Tuhan.

Entahlah sayang.
Kenapa Tuhan mempertemukan langkah kita.

Dan, kita telah menelusuri ribuan detik
untuk saling mencari dan menemukan.
Pada detik kesekian, akhirnya waktu dan hari itu,
kita saling menemukan.

Kamu katakan "Tunggu aku, maukah kamu menungguku?"
Aku tersenyum dan mengatakan "Aku akan menunggumu, gunakan kompas itu untuk menemukanku"

First Smile in 1st January 2016

Mengaktifkan handphone di pagi hari 

dan membaca deretan kalimat ini

sederhana sekali bahagia itu

kamu...bahagiaku...

Friday; 1st January 2016
06.26 am

I've cherished every single time I spent with you.
I'm very much happy because you came in to my life.
Happy as ever I could be.
The good and the bad times.
Nothing is certain.
I may not be perfect as anyone wants to be.
I'm sorry if  I can't give everything you seek.
I will try and best effort because 
I love you with all my heart

Friday; 1st January 2016
06.32 am

This is what and how I feel for you.
I love you more and will always love you.

Dan..tentu saja, senyuman pertama di pagi hari 2016 tercipta karena kamu.
Thank you God, for bring me love.
And, thank you my lover.
you are my friend, my honey, I love you too.

Note :

...Cause I, I feel like I'm ready for love,
and I wanna be your everything and more...
...And I know everyday you say it,
but I just want you to be sure...
...That I'm yours...
...That I'm yours...

"Song lyric by Ella Henderson - YOURS"