I Love You More Than Myself.

In life...

We can fail to be a wife,

but never fails to be a mother.

every second,

you will be remember everything.

And you will whispering 

you proud of me.

That's enough for me.

I love you, 

more than myself.

Selamat hari Ibu,

untuk seluruh Ibu hebat di dunia.

Mole and destiny.

A mole is destiny in action.
Moles are destiny's little miracles
because no person can predict
where or when a mole will actually appear.


Or even finally end up on their body.
Moles appear to be random.
But if moles are truly random,
how can two different people,
two different stranger,
have a mole in exactly the same spot?
Maybe it's destiny.



You see,
moles and destinies are no different.
If you wait to meet someone with the exact same mole,
it's almost impossible.
That's why we need to write our own destiny.


But,
what you will do, if you can find it?
He will be your destiny?


Note :

Remember our moles?
I have in my left side and you in your right side.
And you said, checked yours.
And you sending me your mole picture.

We are couple in pairs and we have couple moles.


^-^ I love you

Woman Heart is a Deep Ocean.

There is a time when I just want to 

touch your hand and continue my days,

because I knew you were always with me.

Eyes will tell many words.

And people says,

woman heart is a deep ocean.

You will never easy to find everything's inside.

until you love her without asking many things.

Love doesn't need explanation,

love only doing, giving and showing.

Fairy Tale

Once in a while,

right in the middle of an ordinary life,

love gives us fairy tale.

Because,

being happy doesn't mean everything is perfect.

It means you've decided 

to see beyond the imperfections.

Note:

Fairy tale, I believe it.

I believe in the reality world, we can live as fairy tale.

Loving one heart forever.

And I'd choose you

Find someone who know's you that you're not perfect,

but treat you as if you were.

Life is not about where you're from,

but where you're going.

Somewhere between living and dreaming,

it's you.

Once again I say this,

It's never about his presence,

It's about how he make you feel.

Because distance means nothing when someone means everything.

And I'd choose you...

In any version of reality,

I'd find you.

And yes, I'd choose you.

13 September 2017

September is here,
I guess you know already what is coming, right?

There are so many quotes, stories and tells about soulmate.
Do you believe in us? I do believe.
For me, everything has meaning,
Our time, laughed, all conversations since eyes open
every morning till' sleepy eyes in the night.

One step closer darling.
And today we make it, through good times and bad times,
We made it possible with all those test.
Happy anniversary mahal Ko.

Let's kept holding on and make it happen our dreams together,
I am happy with you.

Don't stop loving me, even if the sun stop shining.


Note :
You always said "I'm proud of our relationship"
I love you so much darling.
Thank you for calling me today and talking almost 1 hour.
It's mean so much for me.

August, mine.

“The simplest things in life are what makes us happy eventually. A warm and comfy home, being loved, and knowing that somebody can’t live without you” 

“Commitment is a funny thing, you know? It’s almost like getting a tattoo. You think and you think and you think and you think before you get one. And once you get one, it sticks to you hard and deep.” 

“Memory is a great servant, but really bad master. When memory plays its role as a master, it limits our choices. It choices doors for us. We react to every single thing in our life because of our memory.” 

note : Ika Nattasa I am dying with your sentences

I'm a Destination

I'm not an option,

I'm a destination.

I know you through words and I feel quite with it.

Our meeting is a meeting between minds and I feel quite with it.

I

Being Us

Dalam jarak, kita tumbuh.
Dalam jarak, kita belajar saling memeluk tanpa menyentuh.
Dan dalam jarak, rasakan hadirku tanpa tubuh.

Abaikanlah rinduku yang menggemuruh.
Aku tak ingin kau menyerah karena jauh.
Karena padamu aku sudah jatuh.
Jarak ini yang membuatku makin kukuh.



Note : Thank you mbak @Ikanatassa

Lay Your Heart On Me

Lay your heart on me.

The most fantastic magical things

can happen and it all starts

with a wish.

You are my today and all of my tomorrow.

Virgoun

https://youtu.be/FocFked1TbQ

I wrote about memories

on how I found you

About what made it easy

Giving you my heart.

A million songs, won't be enough.

To tell about your beauty.

This poem will extremely long,

to tell this love.

If this love runs out already,

no longer left to the world.

Because I have spent the rest of my love,

only for you.

I ever thought about,

how my life without you.

can it be more beautiful than I had lived until now?

I always dream about,

how find the old days with you.

Your long hair still remains beautiful,

although it won't stay black.

When the time runs out already,

no longer rests on the world.

I have spent the rest of my life just for you.

When the seasons changed

and the time stops.

even though the world hates,

I will stay right here.

Note : Surat cinta untuk Starla by Virgoun

Nice and romantic lyrics, hehehe.

Bersabarlah Sebentar Lagi

Ada yang diam-diam merindu dalam ruang waktu
Mengetahui dengan pasti bahwa kebersaamaan itu
Sesuatu yang begitu mahal harganya.

Apakah cakrawala berbatas, tanyaku.

Tiada satu pun yang bisa mengerti rasa yang ada didalam sini, aku menunjuk sang hati.

Aku tersenyum lagi dan berbisik pada hatiku,
tunggu, teruslah bersabar dalam menunggu.

Hati kemudian bertanya padaku,
siapa yang sebenarnya kau tunggu?

Lagi-lagi aku tersenyum,
aku menunggu seseorang yang memegang kuncimu,
jawabku.

Apakah aku sedang terkunci saat ini? tanya sang hati.

Ya kau terkunci, terkunci oleh janji yang akan segera terpenuhi.
Jadi bersabarlah, bersabarlah sebentar lagi, jawabku.

What a Soulmate?

What a Soulmate?

It's like a best friend but more.
It's the one person in the world who knows you
better than anyone else.
That someone who makes you a better person.

Nope, nope..
Actually they didn't make you a better person.
You do that by yourself because they inspire you.

It's the one person who knew you,
accepted you and believe in you
before anyone else did
or when no one else would.


And no matter what happens
You will always love them
and nothing could ever change that.

Tiada Yang Mustahil Bagi Tuhan

Matahari,

dia akan selalu pulang sore hari.

Bulan,

dia akan menggantikannya di malam hari.

Mereka beredar dalam putaran wakt berbeda.

Hanya satu yang sama,

mereka sama-sama berada diangkasa.

Mereka bahkan bisa saling bebas bertukar pandang,

ketika kita mengira salah satu dari mereka tiada bersinar.

Kita,

tidak usah saling menanyakan,

siapa yang menemukan siapa,

ini adalah izin dari Tuhan,

dan kita telah saling menemukan.

Kita hanya telah memilih satu jalan pilihan,

dan satu keberuntungan,

kita memilih jalan yang sama,

sehingga kita seolah-olah saling menemukan.

Padahal sebenarnya,

Tuhanlah yang mempertemukan.

Tiada yang mustahil bagi Tuhan,

dan itu yang aku percayai hingga hari ini,

tiada yang mustahil bagi Tuhan.

Lalu, jika tiada yang mustahil bagi Tuhan.

Bolehkan aku meminta lebih,

tentang kita. 

Tentang cinta kita.

Karena bukankah tiada yang mustahil bagi Tuhan.

I love you Apple.

More.....

I want to see you (for the real)
Know your voice (hear your voice when you talk in front of me)

Recognize you when you
first come round the corner.

Sense your scent when I come
into a room you've just left.

Know the lift of your hell (your saucony)
the glide on your foot.

Become familiar with the way
you purse your lips
then let them part,
just the slightest bit,
when I lean in to your space
and kiss you.

I want to know the joy
of how you whisper
"more"





Note : Poem by Jalaluddin Rumi. I just add some words, for you Apple.

Things Will Get Better

I'm the one that's always been here

Even thru the darkest nights 

And brave the tide for you 

And me 

All I ever needed was you

You never have the worry at all

What happen to us

What happen to love

Every step seems just a lil better

Lil mistakes don't really seem to matter

I want that going ok.

As long as I got you and you got me

I've been saying to myself be stronger

Like work it out; its gonna take a lil bit longer 

As long as I got you, you got me, you say 

Things will get better

A mirrors now would've been so clear

Every shadow like a broken glass

Can we mend the past with me 

And you

Maybe I should face the truth 

I need you to be what I know you can be

Don't give up on us 

Don't give up on love.

Our love.

Every step seems just a lil better

Lil mistakes don't really seem to matter 

I want that going ok

As long as I got you, and you got me

I've been saying to myself be stronger

Like work it out; its gonna take a lil bit longer

As long as I got you, you say

Things will get better

Things will get better

Note : 
We will never become broken or obsolete.
 we are couple of pair.
I love you , kept that in your mind.
I love you,
forever.

On One Sided Love

the choice that you have to make is not wheter i can love you or not. 

the choice that you have to make is to love me back or not. 

my love for you that's my choice

Note : Poem by Najwa Zebian 

Whether Our Heart is Brash?

Our heart is brash,

we wants each other,

no matter what people think.

Someday,

we'll tell each other

about love and future

with staring eyes,

not with typing thumbs.

Because you and me,

deserve more than just chatting 

on the phone screen.

Watch movie maybe?

or dinner?

And one afternoon

you said to me,

dress up now

I will fetch you,

in the airport.

What.....!

Note :

Apple, I love you.

And you says to me
"Just be with me"
"Hold my hand"
"I will take you away from harm"

The Little Wolverine

It's just another night
and I'm staring at the moon.
I saw a shooting star
and thought of you.
I sang a lullaby.
By the waterside and knew
if you were here.

I'd sing to you
You're on the other side
As the skyline split in two
I'm miles away from seeing you.
I can see the stars,
From my country.
I wonder, do you see them, too?


So open your eyes and see
The way our horizon meet
and all of the lights will lead
into the night with me

So can you see the stars?
Over your country?
You're the song my heart beating to


Note :

You always know how to make me happy, everyday.
I love you my King.

I see you today wearing blue shirt,
dispensing food for the black one with 2 ears.
I called him little Wolverine

Thank you for a cup of black hot coffee.


*All of the stars by Ed Sheeran

Can I Have You as My Home?

Tuesday - 11.40 pm

March 21

Man :

"I missed our home"

Woman :

"Where?"

Man :

"My dad's house"

Woman :

"why not come and stay over night there"

Man :

"You know,

every night at 10 pm,

I would drink coffee at the garage

sitting near the door.

Mom would come to me and say,

'Son, go to sleep'

( you laughing remember that time )

Woman :

"How old are you when it?

Man :

"From 2000 to 2014"

Woman :

"Home.

For me, home is..

where love and peace there"

Man :

"I agree"

Woman :

"You are my home,

I found love there"

Note :

Home is warm place.

Home is place we started everything about love.

Parents, lover, friend in life,

laugh, cry, sharing, talking,

thinking, yelling, playing, cuddling.

(even the porn story, hehe)

Can I have you as my home?

It's enough for me.

and we will sit near the garage door,

I'll sit in your lap and share a cup of coffee.

Menyentuh Cinta.

Waktu...
Aku membiarkan waktu,
memberikan beragam kenangan.
Tentang tawa dan banyak hal lainnya.

Ingatan...
Banyak hal disana,
tentang manis dan pahit.
Yang terus membuatku yakin,
jika hidup adalah satu hal
yang datang satu kali
dan harus sangat kita syukuri.

Cinta...
hhmm..
Cinta...
Aku merasakan cinta itu,
setiap detik napas ini berhembus.

Terimakasih cinta,
terimakasih Tuhan.
Memberikanku rasa ini.

Seperti sesuatu yang tidak bisa terjabarkan dengan kalimat.
karena terkadang, banyak hal yang hanya membutuhkan
senyuman dan bahasa mata,
tidak perlu dijabarkan lewat rumitnya kata-kata.
Dan...
Itu sudah melebihi segala cara untuk menjelaskan sesuatu.

Jika didepan sana nanti,
tubuhku mungkin telah mati.
Tapi semua tulisan-tulisan di dalam blog ini,
akan menceritakan banyak hal.

Tidak semua isi didalam blog ini adalah tentang aku,
tapi ini semua adalah tentang bagaimana,
retina mata ini melihat banyak kejadian dalam hidup,
pahit dan manis, suka dan duka.
air mata serta senyum bahagia.

Semuanya aku coba tuangkan dalam kalimat-kalimat di blog ini.
Serupa lagu yang kalian sukai,
seperti nada dan melodi yang kalian sukai.
seperti itulah aku mencoba bercerita.

Tentang bagaimana Tuhan bekerja
dalam rasa cinta yang dia selalu teteskan
didalam hati, jiwa dan kehidupanku.
Terimakasih...
Terimakasih, Cinta.
Terimakasih, Tuhan.

I'll (always) Find You

https://youtu.be/seDfov5jMhs

I found this song,

from the original soundtrack "Sore - Istri dari masa depan" movie.

....Part of the song lyric....

"Distance and time leave you honest so they're dancing be our guide"

"All the fears and words send the hope fell the melody"

"I'll find you wherever you go, through the days and night"

"Crawling like the ocean"

"Running to the rainfall"

"Crashing in the time paradox"

Note :

Nice melody and voice.

.... I Miss you, Apple ....

We shared the precious moment, everyday.

You know, I always happy heard your voice

and we talking about a lots of things.

Because God is good,

and Him sending you to me.

and thank you for stay,

and loving me,

I love you.

Time is Us

170217

Wise men say 

Only fools rush in,

But I can't help falling in love with you.

Shall I stay, would it be a sin,

If I can't help falling in love with you.

Like a river flows surely

to the sea.

Darling so it goes,

some things are meant to be,

Take my hand, 

take my whole life too

For I can't help falling in love with you.

Note :

Keep this on your mind, darling.

I am happy with you.

And always grateful to the God,

from the first time, 

God created our stories.

I always love you.

Sabdaliar

Tidak sengaja menemukan 

Kalimat demi kalimat

milik Sabdaliar. 

~ Aku bahagia melihatmu bahagia

karena mengira telah membuatku bahagia.

~ Sama dengan lawan, 

Seorang kekasih membuatmu

menyerah atau bertahan,

~ Waktu mengubah segalanya,

tiap detik kita menjadi orang yang berbeda.

Maka, izinkanlah aku mencintaimu

dengan cara yang tidak pernah sama.

~ Hidup tak selalu seperti yang kita inginkan,
maka nikmatilah tanpa kesedihan.

~ Karena cinta ternyata perjalanan yang panjang,
aku mulai berpikir tahun-tahun yang kita
lewati, barangkali hanya gerbang selamat datang.

How Love Should Be...

When I say I love you more,

I don't mean I love you more than you love me.

I mean I love you more than

the bad days ahead of us,

I love you more than 

any fight we will ever have.

I love you more than

the distance between us,

I love you more than

any obstacle that could try

and come between us,

I love you the most.

Note :

Oscar Wilde said,

"You don't love someone for their looks

Or their clothes, or for their fancy car,

but because they sing a song

only you can hear"

And I said,

"I don't need the Lily flowers from you,

I just need you. Are you really go to the airport?

For check me there? Hehe"

Because We Can

I can live

I can love

I can reach the heaven above.

I can right what is wrong,

I can sing just any songs,

I can dance, I can fly,

and touch the rainbow in the sky

I can be your good fried,

I can love you until the end.

What took you so long to make me cry,

So I will know the reason why.

I'm so lucky I could smile,

I didn't know it for a while.

Note : 

Nice song from Philippines singer 

"I can by Anja Aguilar".

...For you my Apple, I can be your lover,

Your arguing partner, your stubborn one,

Your fans of your laugh, 

Your fans of your dance,

Your partner in crime,

and I can love you, forever and always...

Always grateful to the God,

For all moment we had,

For all things we laughing and thinking together.

All for all things that will come for us.

I will protect our happiness,

Would you?

Our Chance

Someone says,

The chance to be hit by the thunder is 1 : 70.000

The chance to be bitten by shark is 1 : 100.000

And the chance for one man and one woman, playing the same game to meet each other,
to know each other, and love each other,
it would be a few.

Sometimes make me feel to use the word "impossible"
Would be better.

Sometimes God have a good scripts that we cannot predict,
but when it came from God will, everything can be "possible".


Note : Listening Auburn ~ Perfect Two.
Love this so

Love You More

Read this,

DISTANCE.

For me, distance, doesn't matter.

I mean,  yes, it's hurt that someone 

Who mean so much to me 

Lives so far away.

But I don't see why it matters

So much to some people.

I get it though. I do,

I get that you want someone to do

all the cute things with, all the time.

I get that you want to hold

hands with them,

See them whenever you want.

Be able to be cute together.

But why should it matter so much?

Having the one thing

that means the most of you,

being yours.

Should be enough,

Shouldn't it?

Note :

Because,

People who are thousand of miles away from me,

Can make me feel better everyday.

Because he loves me, vice versa.

Frog Prince

We talking about foods,

About fried frog.

Man :

"Speaking about frog. Wanna tell you something"

Woman :

"Yes?"

Man :

"Mom and dad argue about the frogs at night"

Woman :

"Haha, why?"

Man :

"Yeah, so it rained that day"

Woman :

"Okay"

Man :

"When the night comes, frogs were singing"

Woman :

"And?"

Man :

"Mom and dad was watching tv.

Mom said, what the heck is the matter

With that cow?. So noisy"

Woman :

"Cowwwww -_- "

Man :

"Dad (pouting face) that's not a cow.

Those are frogs. Mom kept pushing

It's a cow"

Woman :

"Hahaha"

Man :

"In the end....they stop talking.

Hahaha, crazy"

Woman :

"Both of can we eat btw, haha.

You ever try frog fried or

Frog spicy ketchup?"

Man :

"Here too. But I never tried frog"

Woman :

"Try it, hahaha"

Man :

Vomit

May the Sun Shine On Us

How can I love when I'm afraid to fall?
I have died everyday waiting for you
Darling don't be afraid
I have loved you for a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more
I will not let anything take away
And all along I believed I would find you
Time has brought your heart to me.
..................

Man :
"Are you willing to be with me just like this forever?"

Woman  :
"Yes, if just only this you can gave to me"

Man :
"I'm willing to continue loving you"
"Making ourselves strong because we love each other"
"You and me"

Woman :
"Do you think we don't have future"

Man :
"We have future"
"Don't block on what's ahead of us"
"We may not know yet what's beyond,
so don't try to close the door"
"If you believe, anything is possible"
"We both agreed whatever we have now"
"And willing to continue"
"To continue means.
the next coming days, weeks
and through the years"
"Anything is possible to what we dream of,
to be together."
"We have to stay together, be strong together,
holding on together and loving each other"
"That will bring us to our future,
so keep positive"
"I love you so much"

Woman :
"I love you so much too"

A Letter From The Angel

Have you ever found
a letter bellow your pillow?

A letter from my little guardian Angel.
Yes, my Angel.
Love letter with love emoticon.

Every night I found it,
my Angel asked me for read
and sending back the letter.

My Angel showed me love everyday.
The smile, the hug, the laugh
and the bright eyes when stared at me.

When my Angel came to the world,
I cherish my day.
How lucky I am.

In this big world,
My Angel wings always embrace me.
Hug me tight when I cried.
Even without say nothing,
my Angel kept hug me tight.



Note :

I love you with all my heart,
Just you and me.
I willingly my life for you.

Every letters you had wrote for me,
it is my reason, for standing up,
keep running and laugh.

Thank you,
for big happiness you gave it to me.
I love you, my Angel.

One day you will read this,
I want you proud of me.
I really love you.

Will You?

Will you make a wish?

Make a wish, close your eyes.

A wish is a well,

make a wish.

You'll hear a sincere echo.

Let us make a wish,

As long as you believe with all your heart.

Promise together, 

we'll see the most beautiful scenery.

All this won't be a dream

Don't be afraid

Don't worry

Can't you sense

This love is so strong

Will you make a wish?

Love doesn't have wings,

but it can still fly to your heart.

Will you make a wish?

For us, for our love.

Will you?

And make it happen.

Detak

Pernahkah kamu berbisik pada bintang 

di hamparan langit malam?

Menari dan merasa begitu bebas.

Aku memejamkan mata.

Membiarkan rasa cinta mengalir.

Membasahi setiap jengkal hati.

Ada senyuman di bibir ini,

aku merasakan cinta.

Cinta yang tidak biasa.

Ya, aku cinta dia.

Cinta yang tidak akan bisa di pahami oleh siapa pun juga.

Cinta yang tidak berhenti berdetak,

sejak ruh cinta ini pertama kali 

di tiupkan Tuhan ke dalam hatiku.

Note :

Come and let me embrace you.

Someone from Mars.

Because We Real

You said to me,
"I love you forever"

And did you know,

No matter what they say
I love you, I will love you.
Because we real, kept it in your mind.
No matter what they say.

...............

If someday your feet can't touch the ground
If someday your arms can't feel my touch
If someday your eyes can't see my face
I'll carry you, be there for you, anytime of day

Forever is a long time
but i'd keep my words that I say to you
together we can go far as long as I'm with you


cause I will fulfil, no matter what they say
I still love you, I still love you
you'd never be alone, now look me in the eyes
I still love you, I still love you 'til forever

if one day you can't recognize my voice
if one day you seem so hard to breathe
I promise you to give my all


To do for the day I start to see

forever is a long time

but I'd keep my words that I say to you

together we can go far as long as I'm with you

Note :

Angel voice by The Overtunes - I Still Love You

Yo Te Amo

Between our conversation 25 January 2016,

Man :

"This is the first time i say the sentence again,

after my mom died."

"Yo Te Amo"

"Me and mom always say that."

...............

En palabras simples y comunes yo te extrano

In simple and common words, I miss you

En lenguaje terrenal mi vida eres tu

In earthly language, you are my life

En total simplicidad seria yo te amo

In total simplicity would be I love you

Si la vida me permite al lado tuyo

If life allows me to be with you,

Creceran mis ilusiones no lo dudo

Without a doubt, my dreams will grow.

Al final tan solo se que siempre te he esperado

At the end, I always knew I've been waiting for you

Y que legas a mi vida y tu me das la luz, el bien

And you came to my life to brighten it up.

La magia de este sentimiento Que es tan fuerte y total

The magic within this sentimental is so strong and total,

Y tus ojos que son mi paz

And your eyes are my peace.

Note :

I love you - Yo Te Amo

Song Lyric by Chayyane

...You know, my happiest is heard you told me everything about you...

Saturdate (Oh, I love this word)

A couple days ago, you looks so exited.

You said we will have saturdate.

Saturdate?

Yes, 14 January 2017.

Our Saturdate.

I am so happy today.

hhmm.. what else?

Hehe, will continue write later.

I just wanna put our saturdate moment in my blog.

We laughed together and thank you darling,

You make it happened for us.

I love you so much.

You always said,

Hold your hand and be strong for everything.

Yes, I do.

Note : For you my Naughty (Goty) Apple.

L is for the way you look at me

O is for the only one I see

V is very, very extraordinary

E is even more than anyone that you adore

And love is all that I can give to you

Love is more than just a game for two

Two in love can make it

Take my heart but please don't break it

Love was made for me and you